A deer checking out the trail camera at the beginning of this year.  I've got a few pictures of curious deer and their noses right at the camera.  

This is Simon, my Alpine/Nigerian Dwarf dairy buck. He is the hardest thing on fences and his houses.  He loves to butt things, and his horns are about twice as big as what they are in this picture now. He hasn't hurt me at all, he's actually a well-mannered dude, but he sure is hard on his surroundings.  We've rebuilt his house twice now, and I told him this time if he tears it down, he's just going to have to live with it. Dang buck.

 I am truly at a crossroad in my life.  I still love spinning and weaving.  I still love working with the cashmere, both the fiber and the animal. Cashmere goats have the silliest personalities of any of the goats I've ever had, whether that is dairy, meat, or fiber goats.  The kids are the cutest, too. This time of year, I love going out and just petting them, feeling their soft cashmere fleeces and seeing who has the softest fleece this year.  But, after 24 years, I'm kinda getting tired of all the upkeep and feed buying, hay hauling, pen cleaning, etc.  We don't have a tractor, so pen cleaning is done one pitchfork at a time into the atv trailer, hauling it to the compost mountain and unloading it. Living on the side of a mountain is rather scary for using a tractor.  Over the years I've had friends with tractors come up and clean out the pen, and they've all almost tipped over at least once.  I'd like to get a bucket for the ATV, they do make all kinds of implements for them, but they are rather expensive for us, so as of now, it's not happening.  It is on my list of things to get one of these years. I get in a good workout cleaning the pens by hand, but it's getting old, and as I get older, I can't do as many loads a day as I used to.

Since I dropped off social media, this is my only form of it now, and I closed my Etsy shop and moved to Go Imagine, I haven't sold anything for quite a while.  I don't really want to get back on any of the platforms right now.  With the costs of everything going up and up, discretionary spending is going down for most people. Buying something made from cashmere isn't high on anyone's list right now, I don't think. Watching the old systems crumbling is very interesting.  New systems are in the background waiting to come on board, but it's a slow process.  I am very glad we live where we do, and we don't have a huge mountain of debt to deal with.  A few years ago, we did the Dave Ramsey method, and that has worked pretty well, even if we didn't follow it exactly.  We're a long way from being millionaires, but we are comfortable now. I am grateful for everything we have and the way my life is. Most people couldn't live the way we do, but that's ok, I couldn't live the way most people do now, either. :-) It's all good.  I like going and visiting our friends that have big, huge houses, but I couldn't live in them, I'd freeze to death.  I like my little, warm house.  Although all the weaving and spinning (mostly weaving) tools are kinda taking over the place right now. :-)

This fall has been a bit different than usual.  We go from somewhat warm and rainy, to a colder spell and snow, back to warmer and rainy. We got three inches of snow the other day, but now it's calling for rain again. Makes for a mucky, yucky mess in the goat pen. Luckily, it's only in a small area of the pen that is mucky, but it happens to be right where I have to pull the wheelbarrow through to get to the feeders. I will be glad when the ground freezes and the muck is gone for the winter, to be dealt with in the spring again.  Next year we are going to change things up a bit around here, so this isn't an issue anymore.  

Well, that's enough rambling for now. I do hope you all are having a great day, and things are going well in your lives.  Take care everyone!